letter to death

Death,

I howl at the moon in protest of you.

Do you hear my plea?

Save a few more breaths for me.

Do you enjoy it—

watching us beg for an exception?

I do not care about Heaven. 

Not asking for immortality.

Just enough time to see

little Mae grow up,

maybe have a kid of my own.

Let me show her

the Aspen leaves of Durango

in Autumn;

the kindness the diner waitress shows

to each tired trucker she knows

by name;

the depth of Tolstoy and Van Gogh,

showing the beauty in disaster;

the sound of her grandmama’s laughter.

Is that too much to ask for?

Let me wade in the water just a bit longer,

and then I’ll go.

I promise.